and here's how it went:

i wasted time.  i had plenty of gross food that's bad for me.  there was a boy that was bad for me.  i had fast food from both chick-fil-a and mcdonalds.  i slept when i should have been doing something else.  i let some people make my decisions for me.  i tried to please a couple people who don't like me.  i still live my life around other people.  no more of him.  or him.  but there was of him.

i danced more.  i didn't exercise more.  there was no more running.  some more eating healthy food.  more time being awake, but still not a lot.  there is this one boy that is great for me.  more of him.  not as much Him as i would have hoped.  i didn't read more of my bible.  i didn't pray more.  plenty more being honest with people.  more living my life for me.  more being happy, but still too much not being happy.  mostly just being.  no more studying.  lots more laughing.  i would live life with more of a purpose if i could just figure out what i want.

a new semester.  i gave it all one day before i was back to my old ways.  maybe two.